Target: FOREVER

Two more months until our 2nd year anniversary. It's the longest, sweetest, and toughest relationship I've ever had. A couple of years is still too short for me for my target is FOREVER.

I can still recall how it all started.. A grande of Red Horse beer at Gimmick RestoBar in Dumaguete City on the 11th of June 2010 (unofficial). It was just a game, a silly decision made by two tipsy boozers. Yet after a week or two, we decided to stop since we both know it's just unhealthy (char). After a month and three days, we meet again, having some shots of Tanduay and Pineapple juice WITHOUT ICE at Bosque, Sibulan on the 14th of July 2010, and we decided to go back to what we had. I thought it would still be just a game.. But look at us now.. still together despite all the trials, struggles, and pain. Who would have thought?

I feel incredibly happy and really blessed to have him-- the first guy (ever) who has been accepted and loved by my parents.. and that one guy who NEVER gave up on me. He has seen all of the worst parts of me, yet surprisingly, he never surrendered. And I know that despite of our long distance relationship, I can trust him, and I know he'll keep his promises.

I love him more that anything. It's my first time to love this way, this deep, and this passionate. ❤

我错过的一个地方

I MISS CHINA.

With my mom, dad, and aunt at Beijing.

Ungodly Bliss

A-in (Mae Angelie), Me, Boging (Sarah), and Marga (Ana Mrgareta)

A photo taken during midterms week two years ago.
Location: Room W2, Edith Carson Hall, SU-- My first home here in Dumaguete City.

Yes, I used to be a dormer for 2 and a half years, but that doesn't mean I was such an angel. NO. As you can see in that photo, there's a bottle of apple-flavored The Bar vodka and those white plastic cellophanes were actually bags of ice. :D And we're eating instant pancit canton as our pulutan. :D

That's one reason why I loved being in a dorm. It's risky. There's a lot of "bawals" yet we break them instead and there's the thrill of keeping the evil struggles that's surprisingly exciting. ;)

NACHOS

Hey! That's me in the middle, with my friends, Theressa Zenn a.k.a "TZ" and Stephanie a.k.a Pani. They're two of my closest girl friends in high school. This photo was taken at Time Out Sports Bar in Bohol. We had towers of Mudslide and Slushers and that explains my "MAOY" face. This photo also features my Bilbil and TZ's heavenly boobies! [oh, and my loser BB phone] haha! When you see us together, expect no silence. That's what made us close-- the non-stop talks, shouts, and exaggerated laughs.

Posting this because I miss them and their awesomeness as real friends. :')

P.S: Just snub the title. I'm just craving for nachos while typing this, so forgive my bizzaro. ;))

Half-baked Preference

Know him? He's my guy. Yes, we're back [check out my previous post for the break-up blah]. He asked to have me back last January 2, 2012. But our relationship's not as happy as we used to be. They say, "Love is sweeter the second time around." Nahh. Prolly not in all relationships. Or at least not in our niche. The difference is that I now have a lil bit of courage to "communicate" with his so called "Besties" coz I guess I have the right to. But he asked me to keep the "We're back fuss" a secret. Or at least among their circle. Pshh. Ever heard of Networking Sites, dear? Someday, somehow, every fucking fuck will still be revealed.

For now, I'm still giving it a shot though we argue more or less twice a week, and I'm still adjusting with the changes which, actually, is almost the whole shebang of his attitude, [maybe mine too] and the amour as a whole. And I still have the patience to deal with everything right now, though I know eventually I'll get tired.

He may seem to be an offbeat jackass for me right now, but I do love him, and at least I still have my spiteful share of his time and effort. The fact that I have him, and he's enjoying his Besties' company still make me smile. I'm happy, he's happy. I love him, he loves me. That's roughly enough.

SPLITSVILLE

Photo taken during the Silliman University Intramurals 2011

I remember vividly how delighted I was when I saw him so happy as he read the final list of basketball players in their college. His hugs, kisses and smiles.. 

And then their trainings started. He was too serious to be worth it that he's never been late nor unprepared. Then he got closer to his teammates and the people in their college.. So lesser time for me, more time for them. I used to be super understanding until there were no more time for me, and almost all of his time if not for his game, was for his so called "BESTIES".

I know it's not immoral to have new friends.. But to forget your monthsary TWICE and not communicating to your girlfriend and lying to her every fucking time just to spend more of your time with them, would that still be acceptable??

So yeah, that's roughly the reason of how our relationship collapsed, the dissolution of our 16 and a half month tie. 

I just blog about this now that I can already smile genuinely and have accepted everything already. And yes, I started 2012 single but happy. No sarcasm, swear. :)

IRRITATION

"Don, how are you?" --MY HATEST QUESTION EVER!!!

Stupid people! What do you expect me to answer? That I'm okay? You already know that my boyfriend and I just broke up few days ago and you expect me to be OKAY??!! Dude, we were together for almost 17 months, and you expect me to be alright??!!

I wanna rip your heart off, burn your face and crack your bones! I hope you die a painful death!!

LOL. Kidding. Just please, don't ask me that question these days. K? K. *handshakes

LEMME TELL YA

Hong Kong

Beijing, China

Xi'an, China

Shanghai, China

Singapore

Malaysia

These are the places I've visited outside the Philippines. My favorite? SINGAPORE!

And did I mention they have delicious, mouthwatering, heavenly dishes and finger-lickin', lip-smacking CHOCOLATES? 

I would rob a bank just to visit there again, and explore more. lol. 

K.BYE.

Having A DSLR Camera Doesn't Make You A Photographer. It Makes You The OWNER.

I'm a temperamental mortal. One day I love doing a thing, the next day I'm not into it anymore. For instance, Photography. I have a Nikon D5000 camera which my parents gave me as a gift on my 19th birthday last year. Well, actually I kinda asked for it just coz it's "uso" and didn't even have enough knowledge about it. Whatever. I did a shoot last sem break with 2 of my gorgeous friends coz I just felt like having a photo shoot, not that I love photography like those other people who also have DSLR cameras. K. Here are some of the photos...

Yes, I'm not good. Like I said, I'm not a pro. I just did this for fun, and for the sake of not putting my camera to waste. lol. kbye. :))

DINING TABLE

Here's me and my boyfriend, Ian Jess (I know, not a sweet photo. haha) at the dining area in my family's house in Bohol. He's from Siaton, Negros Oriental, by the way, and today was his first time to visit me in our home, and the second time for him to meet my parents. The reason? Just some it's-sembreak-and-it's-like-i-haven't-seen-you-for-years-i-miss-you-i-need-to-see-you bliss. :)))))

Yes, my parents like him as a person and as my boyfriend as well. He's the first. Hoorayy for him!! lol

And YES, I love him so much, and he loves me more!! :))